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Happy New Year  
时间: 2010.02.08 20:26:00 
标签: Happy new year

Coming to the end of this year. CNY is on the way, only five days left.Everyone in this city gonna on his own way back home,no matter how far it is...me too. i'm such a normal girl as anyone else, gonna fly back to hometown tomorrow. thanks to modern traffic. convenience and fast.

H is on the conf call now.i'm alone and doing boring things. Watching videos\movies\go shopping\having fun with him at home,seems that's what we spend time together.He seems not to like to go back home, from all these years living by himself, FAMILY is just a WORD to him maybe, just like MARRY or LOVE. i guess Sth from his previous experiences, HELP him get the idea of NOBODY worth trusting or marring or loving, esp. maybe in loverelationship...whooops....
He needs to be COOL, AlONE, living like a real drifter,self-hero. He demands LOVE but never depends on it. He gets used to be ALONE but still needs cares from others. He pretend to be OK but sucks in his deep heart.
I don't know & understand much about him, but i'd like to learn more about him in the rest of the short life, thatt's all out of LOVE.

For all these years, finalllly i found him, at the time he was on the edge of PLAYBOY, drinking to death guy. i've no idea of why i fell, feeling like in no one second,i'm his.....i love to hug and kiss him,love his smell and smile. i never care his background just love what he looks like right now. I know it's little bit boring for him just hanging out with one girl,much worse is the girl turning out to be his GF. "Single and HAPPY life seems come to the end", that must be what appeared in his mind when he realized i acted as his beloved GF.Since he found out i'm the right one, he accepeted this situation and move on with me. this should be the greatest achievenment for both of us, one got BF the other got ture love.

Most experienced guy would take a glance at LOVE and throw it away, live what they want, care nothing.H is someone different,he still be kind and honest(maybe...as long as i wanna trust). He took patience and energy to deal with our relationship to keep it smooth and futher.Although he still like to hang out with different girl at bar night....hope i 'm gonna be used to it oneday, but LOVE is selfish feeling, which could never ever share with others.
I've no idea of how long we'll be together and no idea of where we supposed to go....
we're all folating on this planet and don' know how to meet and how to leave.

Anyway, i love this guy and wanna be with him as long as i can...he gonna back from his conf call, i've no mood writing more...gonnna kiss &  hug him....;P

Happy New Year Everyone!

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The end  
时间: 2009.12.22 14:42:00 
标签: tired
The end of IELTS DAY, almost the end of 2009.
No more than 6 maybe for IELTS, although i did have a happy talk with Speaking tester.a kind middle aged man.with pure blue eyeballs

Looking back to the very beginning of this year, it seems nothing big deal happened. Except him, i could hardly sense any taking important role occured.
Mostly, i got routine work, associated with friends, hanging around in the mid-summer night, living a real life in this BIG city.
then there was someone came, someone left, someone never met...

For a moment, Life turns to be a dull circle,no matter it counted on SEASON or date.
Dreaming everyday have refreshment spirit but no where to find. so it dedinitely turned to be day-dreaming.

Working for a better life, this,actually wasn't an eternal fabulious target since then. we all desire more though have no idea of what is more.

I wish  to be a forever-child without growing up ability. Is that a good escape. or just a excuse of NOW- condition. or i should stop reading fairtales such as the little mermaid \ Peter Pan's neverland.

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IELTS DAY COMING  
时间: 2009.12.18 23:13:00 
标签: IELTS

Tomorrow i'm gonna take 1450RMB test_IELTS
although never prepared for it, i still have to take the exam to see the results.
7 band seems really a dream due to my now English condition.

not too bad but also no hope to hit my desired band.
just take it easy and move on:)

BTW, i'm planning to watch a opera after the IELTS. free tickets from vendor :)

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Power  
时间: 2009.12.17 14:50:00 
标签: appreciate
Honey u got great power to influence me, please try to avoid using your power to push me down or hurt my heart.
appreciate
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Night  
时间: 2009.12.13 22:33:00 
标签: Night words
This normal weekend almost ends.i still stay with Hoyt at home.
sleep\cook\drive.the whole weekend nothing new but feel real and relax.
we joking\laughing\challenging...like a real couple

now weekend night coming,Monday is steping into our life again.
Next week i swear to stay at my apartment and prepare for the exam.
Hope i'll do what i said.
pass it and do whatever i want~:) stay young & stay with him :P

Fighting~A za~

Good nite~dear all~
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